Monday, July 22, 2013

I see u again @ 11 weeks

Wow. ....what an amazing journey it has been. To be able to hear the strong and healthy sound of the Lil one's heartbeat. Truly God's miracle. 

Had told most close friends about my pregnancy and though I am happy they are happy. But I worry about having too much information. As it is I am reading alot thru the Internet and I think it had made me almost paranoid of a lot of things. But to have more experienced mothers telling me more things to watch out are making me very depressed. 

While I grapple with my increasing weight due to my good appetite, I am also concerned about looking frumpy and miserable. V is trying to be the most patient but being man they are just man. Somethings they just don't understand and don't get it. 

I worry that I may seem rude to some mother frens who start offering too much info...and I think too much. 

Haiz a lot of things to think about and also worry about especially the rising costs of hvg a baby and of coz us moving to a new place. Gosh.... I need to remain zen......