THE UNBELIEVEABLE had happened.
KWON SANG WOO is coming to Singapore this WEEKEND!!! *SCREEAMS* I am so using my job to see if i can wiggle myself into one of his many interviews. i just want to take a picture with him.
Perhaps a hug or kiss from him will be nice. mmm... niceee... geez trying to upload some pics onto the blog. Seems something wrong. Shucks ....
Want to share lovely piccies of my OPPA KSW!!! awwwww.....
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
the FIRST time for everything...
I CRIED on FRIDAY at work! I made my very first mistake at work. THE ONE MISTAKE that i can never make. I made a booking without cancelling it. And coz i only realised it at the very last minute, there is no way i can cancel without incurring any surcharges.
I could not take it and i broke down. I feel like a damm loser for crying at work. But i could not help it. Damm ...
Anyway embaressing coz my bosses saw me, and of coz i went home on the mrt with puffy eyes!
Just thought i blogged about this. Just a mental note to remind myself not to ever make that mistake again.
:)
I could not take it and i broke down. I feel like a damm loser for crying at work. But i could not help it. Damm ...
Anyway embaressing coz my bosses saw me, and of coz i went home on the mrt with puffy eyes!
Just thought i blogged about this. Just a mental note to remind myself not to ever make that mistake again.
:)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Perfect Life & me...
“…it's tempting to wish for the perfect boss, the perfect parent, or the perfect outfit. But maybe the best any of us can do is not quit, play the hand we've been dealt, and accessorize what we've got.”
Been a while since I last blogged. Had a lot of offline comments since the last ‘serious’ blog. It is funny, wrote it whilst I was feeling inspired. Obviously I had used the word document rather than the actual blog site (to prevent my blog being lost should the site hang on me).
What is going on with my life whilst time passes. I have been working ceaselessly and squeezing whatever remaining brain juices I had got left. Work had gotten a lot more demanding. Clients are requesting more and more of me, and I sometimes wonder how do I split myself to attend to their requests. Am I an ambitious girl? I do not think I am. In fact, I think I am quite happy to be at a small level bringing home a decent amount of monthly pay.
Back to my quote above. Thought it was appropriate theme for what I want to blog about tonight. I often wish I have the perfect life compared to my peers. Quite often I am secretly envious of friends and family members. Usually I become very remorseful after the envy moment passed. I wonder what I have that is lacking, or inadequate. How do I actually make myself measure up to my peers? May sound like I have inferiority complex, but honestly I think everyone does feel it at one point or another. Self-doubt of your own abilities?
Having been working for at least 6 years, I wish I can stop time and take away nasty people. I often asked myself why do some people have to be so difficult? I do not think we are born to be difficult people. So where and how did that trait come about? Again one of the many many questions that I have no answers. Perhaps like the above quote, we all strive to have a perfect life which more often that NOT does not happen that way. So I guess we all just have to deal…
V and me had been attending this pre-marriage service by Paster Kong. I think I mentioned in passing. So far I must say as much as I do not like going church, the services had been very helpful and insightful. I do think that it will help prepare myself for the next stage of my life. The very thing that is scaring me mostest!!! Getting MARRIED! I mean sometimes I feel I am ready, and certain days I wake up feeling thankful I am still single. Though I do not agree 101% of whatever the Pastor had shared, but I do think it make sense. It gives me a better perspective of how can a couple function together. Most important to respect and love each other for the next 50 odd years.
I am very thankful I have a loving boyfriend whom I had grown to love and respect a lot more than I used to. I think both of us had come a long way from the initial puppy love to a mature relationship. I like the little things that he does for me, and vice versa I DO want to surprise him occasionally too. I think thast is what makes relationship fun. Of coz, not all is just about FUN and play. V is a serious boy, so sometimes he will also bring out the thinker in me. Though I ain’t exactly the thinking kind of person, but I am happy he does that to me. Just hope I do influence him in certain ways.
I will try and see what else I can blog about this pre-marriage thingy. Each session Pastor Kong will talk about different issues. There will also a session about SEX of coz which he had guess that it will be the most controversial and packed service.
Think that is it for now…tired …this blog actually took me 3 weeks to write. Had been siting on my desktop for ages…. Finally can post liao….feel free to pen down some comments ….tyvm….
Been a while since I last blogged. Had a lot of offline comments since the last ‘serious’ blog. It is funny, wrote it whilst I was feeling inspired. Obviously I had used the word document rather than the actual blog site (to prevent my blog being lost should the site hang on me).
What is going on with my life whilst time passes. I have been working ceaselessly and squeezing whatever remaining brain juices I had got left. Work had gotten a lot more demanding. Clients are requesting more and more of me, and I sometimes wonder how do I split myself to attend to their requests. Am I an ambitious girl? I do not think I am. In fact, I think I am quite happy to be at a small level bringing home a decent amount of monthly pay.
Back to my quote above. Thought it was appropriate theme for what I want to blog about tonight. I often wish I have the perfect life compared to my peers. Quite often I am secretly envious of friends and family members. Usually I become very remorseful after the envy moment passed. I wonder what I have that is lacking, or inadequate. How do I actually make myself measure up to my peers? May sound like I have inferiority complex, but honestly I think everyone does feel it at one point or another. Self-doubt of your own abilities?
Having been working for at least 6 years, I wish I can stop time and take away nasty people. I often asked myself why do some people have to be so difficult? I do not think we are born to be difficult people. So where and how did that trait come about? Again one of the many many questions that I have no answers. Perhaps like the above quote, we all strive to have a perfect life which more often that NOT does not happen that way. So I guess we all just have to deal…
V and me had been attending this pre-marriage service by Paster Kong. I think I mentioned in passing. So far I must say as much as I do not like going church, the services had been very helpful and insightful. I do think that it will help prepare myself for the next stage of my life. The very thing that is scaring me mostest!!! Getting MARRIED! I mean sometimes I feel I am ready, and certain days I wake up feeling thankful I am still single. Though I do not agree 101% of whatever the Pastor had shared, but I do think it make sense. It gives me a better perspective of how can a couple function together. Most important to respect and love each other for the next 50 odd years.
I am very thankful I have a loving boyfriend whom I had grown to love and respect a lot more than I used to. I think both of us had come a long way from the initial puppy love to a mature relationship. I like the little things that he does for me, and vice versa I DO want to surprise him occasionally too. I think thast is what makes relationship fun. Of coz, not all is just about FUN and play. V is a serious boy, so sometimes he will also bring out the thinker in me. Though I ain’t exactly the thinking kind of person, but I am happy he does that to me. Just hope I do influence him in certain ways.
I will try and see what else I can blog about this pre-marriage thingy. Each session Pastor Kong will talk about different issues. There will also a session about SEX of coz which he had guess that it will be the most controversial and packed service.
Think that is it for now…tired …this blog actually took me 3 weeks to write. Had been siting on my desktop for ages…. Finally can post liao….feel free to pen down some comments ….tyvm….
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