yet again the forgotten blog.. my meandering thoughts

Wow so fast. 8 months kind of zoom past in a blink of an eye. Lil e is seriously like too cute. He never fails to lift my spirits up and make me the happiest mummy.

After lil E burst into our lives i can say parenthood sure ain't ez. Try juggling being a mum, a wife and a worker. I swear its just got tougher.  While taking of Lil E got easier life as a wife got tougher.

How do i evolve and grow? How can i be more sensitive to mr V needs? Been reading so much mummy blogs to get some perspective but nothing came up. I feel like machiem everything changed. I am more sensitive and v seems to be less vocal and expressive. I dunno what happened. Seems like we just stop listening to each other.

I felt it was like after lil E is out, our marriage broke down. There seem to be an invisible wall between us. I even suggested marriage counseling coz i felt he can't listen to me and i can't change my sensitive nature.

Haiz...will take it one step at a time. Am going for a lil staycation with lil E. So hopefully that will bring us closer ....

K time to work...sianzzzzz

Life sucks except when i am with lil E.😁