Thursday, May 29, 2008

Post PS blog about Happy Darker Addy

WOW...finally the 2 tiring but great days are over. Well all shots are now safely in Henry's PC, so now till early July it is before we know how the piccies turn out.

Gosh have never been so tired in my entire life. But i must say despite my earlier reservations, the shoot was very fun. The frequent facebook sessions with my team helped alot. Photographer said i was good at posing whereas my dear V had a tad of prob!! But i must commend him for the hardwork too, especially at jumping, lifting, and basically doing all weird shots with me. I love you my dear!!!

Well now one more thing down. Tons of other things to follow. Shall post a few teasers pics on facebook. See how the piccies turn out come July... k

what a wonderful experience...glad we went through that!!! ^_^

k ...i think i need to rest. Very tired...and the crap thing is I HAVE TO WORK tmrw!!!! :(

Monday, May 26, 2008

The Blog post about Nervous Addy

Well...been trying to blog but am having this block in my mind. Too many things on my mind just can't seem to translate into words.

Anyway at this late night when i am supposed to be getting my beauty zzz, my mind is whirling from tons of things. It can't seem to stop and i can't get to zzz. So decided to blog.

Basically I am nervous. I am thinking WAY too much for my own good. You probably can guess if you have been following my blog. I am gonna be taking my wedding photo shoot this Wednesday with V of coz. And i am frantic coz i am worried we maybe be too stiff and pics turn out horrendous. Worried what if the weather is bad and i can't have a niceeeee sunset shot that is romantic. Worried what if all that i had in my mind can't be translate into actual photos. Worried what if i have puffy eyes or sudden outbreak. Basically whatever i can worry i WILL worry. V on the other hand seem to be chill about it, typical man as usual.

I went for my gown fitting about 2 weeks ago. Picked out 5 pieces of dresses - 1 Outdoor gown, 2 indoor gowns & 2 evening gowns. I dunno if those were the best choices coz it was over within the hour. Reason could be coz we were too hungry when we went choosing, so basically just want to get it over and done with. WHICH COULD BE A POTENTIALLY BAD THING!!! Anyways what done can't be undone. I can only wait till this Wed & Thurs when the final alterations are done to find out if i had made a good choice.

I think i look best in halters as the top i got are mainly that kind. But surprisingly i had NEVER tried toga look, yet my outdoor gown is a off-shoulder slim gown with a long train off my shoulder that will be nice if there is wind to blow it. kekeke...least in my mind thats how i envision it to be. I picked 1x RED GOWN & 1x YELLOW GOWN for my evening gown selections. Weird choice for yellow right. I mean RED is a given since i always like red (though Emerald green is my new fav colour). YELLOW is abit of an off colour since i ain't too BIG on yellow. But the yellow dress look nice on me. Least thats what i thought.

MMmmm...you probably be wondering how come all talk and no pics. SOrry to say yours truly FORGOT to take pics in the midst of all the excitment during my gown trying. THoughi must CREDIT my faithful videographer -mr A. LIM who went with us to video down the trying process. He will be joining my outdoor shoot to take down the process too. That will make up my montage during my AD. HIak....oops too much details... ;P

Oh oh...before i forget - THANKS TO TRISH! Who took time off her bz schedule to go with us to JB...she is my maid of honor. :)

K...What else have i missed in the midst of this update?? mmm...Roughly my theme is Red & Stars since these are my fav. Still trying to see how i can merge. So bz bz researching on that.

So while i am taking care of wedding matters, my dear hubby is bz with reno. I already offered my objective views on how the house should be renovated so he will settle the final budget and details. :) Pray hard we will get someone who can fit into our budget.

Sound like Addy been real busy right. Geeez. I never thought i myself will be going through this. I used to think WHY should i subject myself to the endless decisions from wedding venues to wedding dinner to wedding photos. There are girls who just say why the FUSS and to some girls FUSS is definite worth it. 2 sides of a coin but such vaste difference for each i feel. I want to have it simple BUT somehow it is this ONE chance you get. So it is either you make it simple or you make it real memorable that you can look back say 50 years ago with your grandkids with pride. K i think that is way too much thinking there. Geez grand kids. WAKE UP ADDY!!!

Oh well whatever it is...it is a choice. And i made that choice. I get that ONE chance to look real pretty i deserve it. So if other girls smirk at me...let them be. TO EACH HER OWN!!

WAIT- DISCLAIMER-> in case whoever is reading is REALLY reading too much to this blog. Dun need to read in between the lines. There isn't any hidden agenda. Just my random thoughts through random conversations... TRULY....

k i think i had written too much. Yawnz...beauty zzz coming... one more day nearer to my photoshoot. Wish me BEAUTIFUL!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

Some colour to my boring life! Piccies time!





























Been seeing a tad dull blog lately. Well coz technically aside from wedding and reno, nothing else occupy my time! As much as i am trying to ENJOY the process just feel abit drain. Maybe its my job, somemore with soooo much negative vibes. Abit hard to find the fire within...

Oh well shall blog again when i get the time. but some piccies from Adeline koh Wedding (YES she got everything settled way faster than me) & also a Zouk party.

Thats all for now....


Thursday, May 08, 2008

GF, PS, reno & more reno- Mountain of Debts

Woah lapse in writing again. Crap since V is back every weekend busy with either reno or got something to do. I had not got chance to shop and give myself some ME TIME!!! i need ME TIME...

Been busy talking to IDs and contractors for our house reno. We slated for $30k reno but based on what we want, looking almost $50k lor. Shucks man! So friggin expensive. Not helping when i start thinking about wedding cost also. Gosh overwhelming mountain of debts.

Oh well finalising wedding items along the way. Am gonna go for gown fitting (GF) this Sunday, photo shoot (PS) on May 28 & 29. So gonna be a jam packed MAY for me. Furthermore my bro getting married on 18th May. So loads and loads of things happening.

So far been feeling a tad depressed over the way my parents prepared for my bro wedding. From the renovating the 'xing fang' to many other things. Basically my bro and wife will not be staying in SG after they got married. BUt for some strange reason my mum insisted that she give up her MASTERBED room for my bro 'xing fang'. Reason simply because his wife entourage is very big, so my mum kind of do not want to loose face for using my bro miserable small room as 'xing fang'. Oh well so now that my bro is back, my parents got no where to zzz. My room is in haywires coz all my tables are shifted to another room. Haiz...can't even begin to describe. But suddenly just feel a sense of crapiness towards my family.

oh well.. damm...blog later...