Well...been trying to blog but am having this block in my mind. Too many things on my mind just can't seem to translate into words.
Anyway at this late night when i am supposed to be getting my beauty zzz, my mind is whirling from tons of things. It can't seem to stop and i can't get to zzz. So decided to blog.
Basically I am nervous. I am thinking WAY too much for my own good. You probably can guess if you have been following my blog. I am gonna be taking my wedding photo shoot this Wednesday with V of coz. And i am frantic coz i am worried we maybe be too stiff and pics turn out horrendous. Worried what if the weather is bad and i can't have a niceeeee sunset shot that is romantic. Worried what if all that i had in my mind can't be translate into actual photos. Worried what if i have puffy eyes or sudden outbreak. Basically whatever i can worry i WILL worry. V on the other hand seem to be chill about it, typical man as usual.
I went for my gown fitting about 2 weeks ago. Picked out 5 pieces of dresses - 1 Outdoor gown, 2 indoor gowns & 2 evening gowns. I dunno if those were the best choices coz it was over within the hour. Reason could be coz we were too hungry when we went choosing, so basically just want to get it over and done with. WHICH COULD BE A POTENTIALLY BAD THING!!! Anyways what done can't be undone. I can only wait till this Wed & Thurs when the final alterations are done to find out if i had made a good choice.
I think i look best in halters as the top i got are mainly that kind. But surprisingly i had NEVER tried toga look, yet my outdoor gown is a off-shoulder slim gown with a long train off my shoulder that will be nice if there is wind to blow it. kekeke...least in my mind thats how i envision it to be. I picked 1x RED GOWN & 1x YELLOW GOWN for my evening gown selections. Weird choice for yellow right. I mean RED is a given since i always like red (though Emerald green is my new fav colour). YELLOW is abit of an off colour since i ain't too BIG on yellow. But the yellow dress look nice on me. Least thats what i thought.
MMmmm...you probably be wondering how come all talk and no pics. SOrry to say yours truly FORGOT to take pics in the midst of all the excitment during my gown trying. THoughi must CREDIT my faithful videographer -mr A. LIM who went with us to video down the trying process. He will be joining my outdoor shoot to take down the process too. That will make up my montage during my AD. HIak....oops too much details... ;P
Oh oh...before i forget - THANKS TO TRISH! Who took time off her bz schedule to go with us to JB...she is my maid of honor. :)
K...What else have i missed in the midst of this update?? mmm...Roughly my theme is Red & Stars since these are my fav. Still trying to see how i can merge. So bz bz researching on that.
So while i am taking care of wedding matters, my dear hubby is bz with reno. I already offered my objective views on how the house should be renovated so he will settle the final budget and details. :) Pray hard we will get someone who can fit into our budget.
Sound like Addy been real busy right. Geeez. I never thought i myself will be going through this. I used to think WHY should i subject myself to the endless decisions from wedding venues to wedding dinner to wedding photos. There are girls who just say why the FUSS and to some girls FUSS is definite worth it. 2 sides of a coin but such vaste difference for each i feel. I want to have it simple BUT somehow it is this ONE chance you get. So it is either you make it simple or you make it real memorable that you can look back say 50 years ago with your grandkids with pride. K i think that is way too much thinking there. Geez grand kids. WAKE UP ADDY!!!
Oh well whatever it is...it is a choice. And i made that choice. I get that ONE chance to look real pretty i deserve it. So if other girls smirk at me...let them be. TO EACH HER OWN!!
WAIT- DISCLAIMER-> in case whoever is reading is REALLY reading too much to this blog. Dun need to read in between the lines. There isn't any hidden agenda. Just my random thoughts through random conversations... TRULY....
k i think i had written too much. Yawnz...beauty zzz coming... one more day nearer to my photoshoot. Wish me BEAUTIFUL!!