Wah lau eh...shucks forgot about the NY post and all. Geez and in a flash 14 days had passed. Wow 2008 had been exciting for me, and YES 2009 is going to be another tougher and yet EXCITING year.
Some reflections thinking back about 2008. Some happiness...some regretable moments...but it was alright i reckon. Took a big step - got baptise ...got MARRIED!
Life after marrieed...alot of tolerance needed. Though the feeling is nice, BUT geeez...sometimes i really need my ME time. THe time to just sit there...not care about the chores...care about the time ticking away....not caring about just anything. Not saying that V do not take care of me...but the thing is he TAKES such good care of me that i feel guilty at times.
Come 2009, one of my inner resolution is to be a better wifey to V coz he had been the sweetest hubby to me. Yes he ain't PERFECT but well he is say almost there.
Leaving PHD was another one of the major moments in 2008. Something which i thought i will never do. As much as things were NOT getting any better, i was just telling myself to just hang on. With me just getting married, i do need to have a more stable life. Not just L`Oreal can give me that. But i guess it is something i have to challenge myself. STEP OUT!!!
I reflect upon myself ...about Addy being Addy. What will you describe about me? I think i blogged about this before. But somehow it creeps back to me on this night. Like am i aloof? Am i fake and whiny? Am i stupid and slow? so many AM Is??? Who am I?
2.10am. Guess shall stop. Maybe i will blog tomorrow again. somemore pent up thoughts in me! Yawnz....