Friday, October 14, 2011

SATC is my bible

I have been spending about 2 weeks at home. Clearing stuffs, watching movies & playing with my nieces.

In between i watched SATC series plus the 2 movies. Gosh i swear each time i watch any episodes i get new revelations. Its like all these while the actual bible verses popping right out of the screen and into my face.

Pardon me Jesus and my dear Hubz. But it is true.

Night after night i try to read the bible and tries to connect with God, I just get a void. However each episode of SATC and i swear i get a new revelation of how i want my life to be and my life direction.

"We were perfectly happy before we decided to live happily ever after."

I like this sentence. Its from SATC movie 1. Do woman still seek to live happily ever after?

I know there isn't any happily ever after. We live in the real world. Tons of crap day in and day out. But do we actually try to minimise the unhappiness!?

Yawnz...

Monday, October 03, 2011

I bite the dust

I used to love time. Nowadays time just keeps moving. It never stops, least i wish it will stop. I read back my past blog entries. I see so much changes.

Like i used to write alot. What happened?

Like i used to chat alot on the phone. What happened?

Like i used to like reading books (even though they were all romance trash). What happened?

Like i used to have alot of friends. What happened?

Many more what happens..?? I think growing up sucks. So much things matter, and don't matter. I used to laugh at every and anything. Nowadays i worry being the subject of ridicule. What happened to me?

Oh well, ramblings on and on. Yeah thats Addy. When all avenues fail, i fall back on this blog to give me that avenue.

I quit Soo Kee. Or least we quit each other. I can't stand their emotional decision making and they can't stand my assertiveness. So let us just not waste each others time and move on. Truth be told, i was abit sad. I had always believed in my capabilities, may not be the best but hey i think i bring alot to the damm organisation.

Thinking back on my Loreal days which really helped mould me alot. Looking at my career for the past 10 years, i must say i am blessed. From someone down and out doing procurement to where i am today. I am happy. Yes sometimes i wish for more, but who wouldn't. Any sane person would, coz it is never enough.

I need to brush up my English or copy writing skills. So am going to try and blog more. Anyhow yes this blog entry is about me quiting Soo Kee, so yes i bite the dust. Am a free woman again.

Come what may.