Aww...You Are Pregnant vs WAT YOU ARE Pregnant?

Haha...as i type this blog i looked at the title that seems quite funny. And NO I AM NOT PREGNANT!

Just my random thoughts after meeting another gf of mine that got pregnant shortly after wedding (which was around the same time as me).

Wedding was a time where everyone rejoice over YES finally getting hitched...finally settling down. Next in line for questioning will be when is the baby .... any plans??

I think that is a very rude question. What do you think? It is short of asking hey when are you having SEX? Least that is my thought. I mean yes the person could be asking out of concern but seriously we will have a baby when we feel like it. And people still wonder how come there are miscarriages during the first trimester. It is all these pressure!!!

Back to my post title, comparing the 2 forms of exclamation. You can probably guess what is my usual reaction. Who decides that you are ready for motherhood or parenthood? How do you know what kind of values your kids should inherit? What if you are a lousy parent? Your kids are the copies of you and your hubby. So if they turned out like crap, it says alot about the parents. The complications that come with having kids...

K i think i am just being negative. Who knows pop next comes my own baby! Would i be sitting here typing away about the negativity of kids or perhaps you will see my gushing about my soon to be born BB!

Oh well...a thought nevertheless that seems to be in my mind but hey ...who knows... ;P

Back to my marketing plan! :(

Can't think of a title! :(

Woww....talk about lagging. Guilty as charged. Been busy with work (no excuse)...with family (no excuse since still babyless)....can't think of anything else.

BIG sigh...guess everyone is caught up in something. From work to family to friends to religion... who to say grown ups have it easy. I don't think so. I am grappling with the growing up phase everyday.

Since my last post, i don't even know where to start updating. I read a book about waking up one morning and have 3 years taken off your memory. In between 3 years, she woke up a brand new person, has a great career and is married to a millionaire! well i don't relished having 3 years of my memory wiped out, but sometimes just sometimes i wish i get that.

Work had consumed me and i HATE it. I hate having to pretend that everything is ok. I HATE having to make small talk about something i have no friggin clue about. I HATE having to think of witty statements all the time. I HATE no able to spend time doing things i LIKE/ ENJOY! I HATE it when people start asking me when is my turn to have BB!!! I HATE so much things... why am i even here.

K i think the above just sounded suicidal?? haha.. k i am still sane ...not loony...haiz...wish i don't have to be here.

I wish to stay forever in this state of inertia!? is it wrong to think this way!!!

Anyhow i just came back from HK....and of coz welcoming my new niece- SOPHIE TAN JIA XUAN! ta daaa

First 2009 post

Wah lau eh...shucks forgot about the NY post and all. Geez and in a flash 14 days had passed. Wow 2008 had been exciting for me, and YES 2009 is going to be another tougher and yet EXCITING year.

Some reflections thinking back about 2008. Some happiness...some regretable moments...but it was alright i reckon. Took a big step - got baptise ...got MARRIED!

Life after marrieed...alot of tolerance needed. Though the feeling is nice, BUT geeez...sometimes i really need my ME time. THe time to just sit there...not care about the chores...care about the time ticking away....not caring about just anything. Not saying that V do not take care of me...but the thing is he TAKES such good care of me that i feel guilty at times.

Come 2009, one of my inner resolution is to be a better wifey to V coz he had been the sweetest hubby to me. Yes he ain't PERFECT but well he is say almost there.

Leaving PHD was another one of the major moments in 2008. Something which i thought i will never do. As much as things were NOT getting any better, i was just telling myself to just hang on. With me just getting married, i do need to have a more stable life. Not just L`Oreal can give me that. But i guess it is something i have to challenge myself. STEP OUT!!!

I reflect upon myself ...about Addy being Addy. What will you describe about me? I think i blogged about this before. But somehow it creeps back to me on this night. Like am i aloof? Am i fake and whiny? Am i stupid and slow? so many AM Is??? Who am I?

2.10am. Guess shall stop. Maybe i will blog tomorrow again. somemore pent up thoughts in me! Yawnz....