Woww....talk about lagging. Guilty as charged. Been busy with work (no excuse)...with family (no excuse since still babyless)....can't think of anything else.
BIG sigh...guess everyone is caught up in something. From work to family to friends to religion... who to say grown ups have it easy. I don't think so. I am grappling with the growing up phase everyday.
Since my last post, i don't even know where to start updating. I read a book about waking up one morning and have 3 years taken off your memory. In between 3 years, she woke up a brand new person, has a great career and is married to a millionaire! well i don't relished having 3 years of my memory wiped out, but sometimes just sometimes i wish i get that.
Work had consumed me and i HATE it. I hate having to pretend that everything is ok. I HATE having to make small talk about something i have no friggin clue about. I HATE having to think of witty statements all the time. I HATE no able to spend time doing things i LIKE/ ENJOY! I HATE it when people start asking me when is my turn to have BB!!! I HATE so much things... why am i even here.
K i think the above just sounded suicidal?? haha.. k i am still sane ...not loony...haiz...wish i don't have to be here.
I wish to stay forever in this state of inertia!? is it wrong to think this way!!!
Anyhow i just came back from HK....and of coz welcoming my new niece- SOPHIE TAN JIA XUAN! ta daaa