memories are made of this pregnancy

Wow pregnancy does weird things to your body. During my first trimester, i had these super weird dreams. then it stopped. 

Now that i am in my third trimester, it came back. So far from ghost buster to star wars to some sci-fi movie set, super bizarre i swear. I wake up feeling super disoriented and weird times wish the dream can continue. Am waiting for dream of my kdrama hunks, thought i should have a scene with LMH given the fact i have been faithfully watching him.

Been talking to Mr V about what kind of parenting should we adopt. I mean like showing him some random articles and asking him what he thinks. I think he is too chill. Here i am like thinking every other day if i will be a chill spontaneous parent or a super KS aunty parent, there is mr V doing the whole chill shit.

Post the 1-sided conversation, i thought deeper into what he said. Guess its just that control freak in me that is trying to anticipate all sorts of scenarios in my puny mind. And that stresses me out. Looking at my own sis & bro, plus my own group of 'parent' frens, it is really different strokes for different folks. 

just rantings on a Monday afternoon...yawnzzz

Moving along to 28 weeks...Lil Immanuel is the size of a large eggplant this week

With 83 days more to go...along with occasional panics and anxiety...yes lil boy is growing and making his presence felt.

Last night i had an amazing dream & a rude awakening to that with a damm blardee leg cramp. Anyway quickly before i forget the dream content, thought i document it out.

I think i saw lil Immanuel in my dream. It was some sort of a chase, i think i was in some supernatural ghostbuster group and pregnant with lil Immanuel. During one of the chase, obviously i had to pop lil one out. But the thing is i had absolutely no recollection of the birth process only the fact of the aftermath once i woke. When i woke up, apparently the baby that was presented to me - Tyson Tan was NOT my baby (obviously given the tag was a TAN). hahaha ...but i remember clearly his features and it was all as i desired except he was super tan! hurhur...

anyway i remember being shocked and worried oh no where is lil Immanuel. Was he kidnapped by bad guys or something? hahah and the next moment someone wheeled him into the room and there he was swaddled comfortably. K tricky part is i don't remember exact details of his features, BUT i remember it was not what i expected. He was healthy but had small eyes. Think hair was a tad sparse. After that onwards ....it was a blurr and then i think i got interrupted with the damm leg cramp!!! boo...

But hey i think it was a damm pretty good dream. hahaha..ridiculous but quite nice! Its like i had a crystal ball and i swear he felt so real to me!!! 

k i think i managed to document most of what i remembered liao!!! Poor V ...also had a rude awakening coz he had to help me with the damm cramp considering he was out entertaining till 3am. 

Well lil Immanuel, i pray you continue to grow well inside mummy. Remembering that mummy, daddy and Jesus love you always. We pray you will be blessed with Jesus character and mold in his godly image. Amen.

And of coz continue to bless my pregnancy and the impending delivery. Let it be natural..... Amen to that too. 

At 27 weeks....

This week I still see u at breech position. Hope you lil one is comfortable inside mummy's womb....

dr Fong told me my placenta a tad low but least I am managing my weight well. 

I had a chat with papa V and he finally shared the name and verse of what Jesus told him of our lil boy. 

Quite sweet verse...and so lil one shall be named Immanuel!!

Add parallel

Isaiah 7:14

King James Version (KJV)

14 Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel.

Anyway ....D day approaching fast. Am left with less than 90 days ...sense of panic....anticipation....excitement....weirdness....all encompassing...can be over whelming. I sometimes feel so alone....it's scary...

Well I managed to attend pre-natal class with mr V. Well feel so depressed at the amount of stuff I need to eat. Gosh....wish I can take all these stuff without literally eating it. Like can inject or something... Lil boy...must stay healthy n handsome okie...

Daddy n mummy love u heaps...n of coz Jesus loves u too.... 

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