In summary....of my friends' predicaments...
1 friend wants a divorce with her husband of less than 6 months.
1 friend is in serious depression due to eye trauma and mental health dipping due to eye trauma.
1 friend went through a sudden breakup with an asshole after 2 years of peaceful relationship.
1 friend broke off an engagement after she found bf been cheating on her for 1.5 years.
I personally feel for these friends. Of coz I have my own opinions on how things should work but I am not them. I can only pray for them to see light and hopefully able to pull themselves out from the situations they are in.
Guess as we all grow older, we become more vulnerable. Often than not when things don't turn out right, we are thrown off balance. It is not easy to climb back up unless u have a strong support system like friends or families (to a certain extent spiritual support).
For me, I have been trying to cope with this Lil miracle within me. I feel like an alien at times, most of the time now I just feel fat. Truly a lot of my pants getting tighter, and shopping irritates me coz I can't wear half the stuff. Boo. Trying to keep my emo in check too, which is hard. I want to scream at times when I am faced with stupidity. I have patience with slowness and asking unnecessary questions. Gosh...I am turning into a bitch. Haizzzz....
But really want to thank Him for giving me a smooth pregnancy so far. I feel ok....eating well (too well) and sleeping well (though I think I should zzz more). But overall AOK. amen to that.
K I written long enough. That's it for now.