Retro Nite Out

PHD Retro Babes + Hunks

Louise + Pat + Addy

Addy + Russ + Louise

WOW...so much fun since my last post.

Our company had our annual D&D last Friday and the best thing about this D&D is- it was held at a GAY BAR called MOX!!! It was definitely in line with our theme for the D&D- RETRO! The decor was very psychedelic and nice...attached are some of the piccies taken that nite!!

Yours truly got the BEST DRESSED alongside with my boss - Ray! Prize was 200bucks which about a hundred went to my Hair, Makeup + dress! Thank goodness i got a good deal for the dress i chose in the end.

Another highlight of the nite was RANDALL TAN!!! MY goodness he was so gorgeous, was trying hard not to pounce on him considering how cute he was. But of coz at the end of it all, the girlies all went in line to take pic with him. Poor him, he must have felt like an exhibit!! :)

Anyway, not all piccies are uploaded. Will upload once i get it, since i did not bring my own camera that night.

Alritey enjoy the piccies...

more piccies from 6 years of loving...continue...

This is a much better shot with my fats sticking out. But hey we got the camera on TIMER mode...still at the curve though...this is inside the curve...

Still at the curve and not so sick about taking pictures, so pulled Dear2 and just snapped!! kekek..dohz...

eh eh me in my NEW ARMANI SPECS...dun i look nice and nerdy introducing bukit bintang! Somemore got a good price for it. Good steal!! GO ADDY!!!

Tourist tourist...me taking with the CURVE behind me! This is where all the big mega malls in m'sia are incl IKEA, Cineleisure...and alot more...looking a tad tired of coz... see my aunty hairstyle...
Irritating Dear2 as he drives...to take pic with me! heee...PEACE!!

6 years of loving

Well last month was my 6th years anniversary with Vincent.

Been a very tough year for us, given that he now resides in KL while yours truly resides in SG. Ever so proud that he is my man, even though he is a tad swollen right now due to all the good food and zzing in KL. Just want to say thanks to my DEAR V who had faithfully stand by me through these years, and for making the constant trips back to SG just to be with me.

I think we both now can look ahead now and looking forward to many years to come. But of coz not forgeting you are working hard to earn me my carats first, RIGHT!!! hahaha....

oh well, carats aside. This anniversary was very special coz V actually SURPRISED me. I know he ain't exactly like to surprise me coz i always put him down since i got so much expectations. But this time, he truly surprise me with a COUPLE SPA at this very cosy place.

The place was very balinese and people were very warm towards us. We had our own little room and our spa bath. So shiok that i fell asleep during the massage....niceeee.... and of coz what is anniversary without flowers. He got flowers in his car just to surprise me. A bunch of LILIES... though i was expecting roses. STILL LILIES were just as lovely...

So was up in KL for a whirlwind 4 days 3 nights, where i got to hang out with his cell mates, played pictionary, did abit of shopping (got 3 pairs of shoes), ate alot, din zzz alot. Think thats it.

Will attached some piccies for your viewing pleasure...since i think my blog getting a tad boring due to the lack of piccies. And truly think the korean youtube are driving people quite mad...though that is still my true passion.... :)

alrite..enjoy the piccies... till the next post...hmm...

Marrying a millionaire...dreaming...

After SELF CENSORING MY OWN BLOG, this is another entry. For I had deleted that very abusive blog against my own darling V. For that childish behaviour, I apologized to my dearest dear2- V.

Anyways, all is good and happy happy now. We GOT OVER that incident and back to our loving self. Haha, after a few hugz and muakz we moved on….

A thought came to me tonight. ‘Marrying a millionaire’ was the title of a Korean drama that I just finished watching. The storyline was very simple and some would say predictable. But certain bits were truly touching and romantic that I cried whilst watching (what else is new).

I start asking myself, what matters more? A guy who can bring you security for the future or a simple honest guy who can offer you a true heart? In this harsh cruel reality where it is such a fine line between true innocent and superficial lust, how do we differentiate what do we really want?

I just got news from a girlfriend of mine that she is getting married next year. This coming from her is really something significant. She was the person with the most negative view about getting married since she had some bad past experiences. She only been with this Dutch dude for like a year and a half, and she is all ready to take the plunge. I had the strangest thought when I heard the news. Was definitely happy, but at the same time I wonder if its true love. Or is it the illusion of the social security the guy could bring to the table.

Call me the skeptic or a jealous bitch, but that was my thought. My girlfriend even specifically said that she said YES to her fiancé before she even saw the ring. Does it mean that she worries that I might think otherwise? Hence she made it a point to highlight to me when telling me the process of his proposal to her. YES it was romantic, being something different and definitely a pleasant surprise.

BUT is one and a half year enough to know a person that you want to stay together forever and ever? Me and V been together for 6 years and I really like it that we have this synergy when we are together. Somehow we kind of understand each other on certain days just by looking at each other or finishing each other sentences (though of coz there are days we argue too). I don’t know and I don’t have any answers.

I know people says 6 years are long, so what are we waiting. They ain’t see enough couples I say, coz I have a couple friends for almost 10years. Still not getting married.

Yawnz…late already…damm…neeed to zzz…sleepy…battle at work tomorrow. 

Freedom of blogging...think again...

Why do we blog? I am sure every blogger thought or even blog about that question at some point in time.

Concept of blogging was introduced to me only about last year. I must say I was pretty confused about the purpose of blogging for awhile. I mean it was told to me that I can blog down my personal thoughts and possibly give people an insight to myself. Immediately I thought isn’t that like writing an online diary but of coz you give access on to people whom you know (example friends).

Of coz, I realized for the more adventurous with a flair with words, they will become IN-famous bloggers. I mean there are even awards given to these group of elite bloggers. I mean it is amazing when you pay these blogger site a visit and be amazed at what they blogged about. I don’t mean the above like it is a bad thing. My personal opinion is that this is good coz in a way it encourages thinking and to a CERTAIN extent freedom of speech. I mean come on even the ministers are blogging. So there had to be some pros out of blogging.

My blog is definitely not in the elite group, I mean it is not even on the intermediate level. A lot of times, I wonder what to blog about. I mean there are web spies lurking around to catch any bloggers who blog out of line. And since I had given access to my blog to a few close buddies and even my dear V. It clearly meant that there are certain things I can’t put in my blog especially my inner thoughts.

Having said the above, that does not mean whatever I have written so far are rubbish and fake. i just screened through before I blog it down. Because I know it is NOT my personal diary that I had kept since Primary school.

Of well, I like my own blog. Though it is unexciting to most, but the contents are truly dear to me. At least the rare times I DO blog are times which I want to share my thoughts with people. Example this blog.

I dedicate this blog to anyone who reads this. Thanks for reading the above whimsical thoughts of mine. I love TV and TV makes me happy in case you do not know YET. 

Till the next time I blog again, perhaps another Korean drama that I wanna share? Nah…mind still filled with my SHIN and GOONG!!! Whhoooooo…….

Princess Hours

Whoa...super long time never blog.

Well short post. Aside from work, i had been busy watching this new korean drama (no surprise) called GOONG.

Alright am a tv addict, i love spending my time doing basically nothing but watch TV. People say it is NO - life, but to me that is life. MY LIFE.

Watching all these dramas, though it creates an unrealistic view about life. It does offers that escape to the TV World. Where everything is happy ever after, though unrealistic and childish that may sound.

Anyway, heaps of online materials about this drama coz it is supposedly a mix between full house and DA CHANG JIN. I totally love the story- typical cinderalla and prince kind of story. THE OST is lovely too. have a listen. i have attached the MVs for your viewing and listening pleasure. Perhaps love is my favourite song of the OST, i have been playing on loop whole day at work. Probably driving my boss nutz... :)

Once again thanks to YOUTUBE.

alright. Another work week, another day closer to my 6th year anniversary with V!!! :)

Fav videos of the moment ...heeee

Wah...another chance to quickly add some videos to my blog. These are my two fav songs at the moment. First song being from the TVB drama - Revolving doors of Vengence; Second from JAY CHOU. Got the extended version. Courtesy of Youtube.

Thats all for now. Will blog properly when i am home.... :) enjoy the videos...

KSW OPPA came and gone...

WOW!!! been a flurry and blurry last week.

I did not get to see my dearest KSW oppa, but there was alot of reports of him. Am going to post some piccies of him.

Gosh i can't stop gushing about him. Every angle from the website, he looks gorgeous!

Anyway here are some piccies of him...my dearest OPPA!! aww...><

OPPA KWON SANG WOO!!!

THE UNBELIEVEABLE had happened.

KWON SANG WOO is coming to Singapore this WEEKEND!!! *SCREEAMS* I am so using my job to see if i can wiggle myself into one of his many interviews. i just want to take a picture with him.

Perhaps a hug or kiss from him will be nice. mmm... niceee... geez trying to upload some pics onto the blog. Seems something wrong. Shucks ....

Want to share lovely piccies of my OPPA KSW!!! awwwww.....

the FIRST time for everything...

I CRIED on FRIDAY at work! I made my very first mistake at work. THE ONE MISTAKE that i can never make. I made a booking without cancelling it. And coz i only realised it at the very last minute, there is no way i can cancel without incurring any surcharges.

I could not take it and i broke down. I feel like a damm loser for crying at work. But i could not help it. Damm ...

Anyway embaressing coz my bosses saw me, and of coz i went home on the mrt with puffy eyes!

Just thought i blogged about this. Just a mental note to remind myself not to ever make that mistake again.

:)

Perfect Life & me...

“…it's tempting to wish for the perfect boss, the perfect parent, or the perfect outfit. But maybe the best any of us can do is not quit, play the hand we've been dealt, and accessorize what we've got.”

Been a while since I last blogged. Had a lot of offline comments since the last ‘serious’ blog. It is funny, wrote it whilst I was feeling inspired. Obviously I had used the word document rather than the actual blog site (to prevent my blog being lost should the site hang on me).

What is going on with my life whilst time passes. I have been working ceaselessly and squeezing whatever remaining brain juices I had got left. Work had gotten a lot more demanding. Clients are requesting more and more of me, and I sometimes wonder how do I split myself to attend to their requests. Am I an ambitious girl? I do not think I am. In fact, I think I am quite happy to be at a small level bringing home a decent amount of monthly pay.

Back to my quote above. Thought it was appropriate theme for what I want to blog about tonight. I often wish I have the perfect life compared to my peers. Quite often I am secretly envious of friends and family members. Usually I become very remorseful after the envy moment passed. I wonder what I have that is lacking, or inadequate. How do I actually make myself measure up to my peers? May sound like I have inferiority complex, but honestly I think everyone does feel it at one point or another. Self-doubt of your own abilities?

Having been working for at least 6 years, I wish I can stop time and take away nasty people. I often asked myself why do some people have to be so difficult? I do not think we are born to be difficult people. So where and how did that trait come about? Again one of the many many questions that I have no answers. Perhaps like the above quote, we all strive to have a perfect life which more often that NOT does not happen that way. So I guess we all just have to deal…

V and me had been attending this pre-marriage service by Paster Kong. I think I mentioned in passing. So far I must say as much as I do not like going church, the services had been very helpful and insightful. I do think that it will help prepare myself for the next stage of my life. The very thing that is scaring me mostest!!! Getting MARRIED! I mean sometimes I feel I am ready, and certain days I wake up feeling thankful I am still single. Though I do not agree 101% of whatever the Pastor had shared, but I do think it make sense. It gives me a better perspective of how can a couple function together. Most important to respect and love each other for the next 50 odd years.

I am very thankful I have a loving boyfriend whom I had grown to love and respect a lot more than I used to. I think both of us had come a long way from the initial puppy love to a mature relationship. I like the little things that he does for me, and vice versa I DO want to surprise him occasionally too. I think thast is what makes relationship fun. Of coz, not all is just about FUN and play. V is a serious boy, so sometimes he will also bring out the thinker in me. Though I ain’t exactly the thinking kind of person, but I am happy he does that to me. Just hope I do influence him in certain ways.

I will try and see what else I can blog about this pre-marriage thingy. Each session Pastor Kong will talk about different issues. There will also a session about SEX of coz which he had guess that it will be the most controversial and packed service. 

Think that is it for now…tired …this blog actually took me 3 weeks to write. Had been siting on my desktop for ages…. Finally can post liao….feel free to pen down some comments ….tyvm….

Pondering and wondering...my sleepless nitezz

“We are adults. When did that happen? How do we make it stop?”

How can one move so fast that one lost track of what had been happening around? How do I determine that I am ready to move into another stage of my life? It is hard enough getting through my early twenties; I wonder how is the rest of my life going to be. I am trying to take that big leap to the next level, which I find it very daunting. The big C word – commitment. How do I overcome that hurdle and get my butt moving.

I don’t have answers to all the questions, which I find it popping into my head just before I drift off to a dreamless slumber lately. I have been thinking about all aspects of my life at this stage I am right now. Commitment to my family, friends, work, colleagues, and dear2 V (not in any level of priority). I find myself very torn about the various roles that I have to juggle in order to get by day by day. So much to think, so little time.

Reason for all these questions arise mainly coz, V and me are attending this marriage service conducted by Pastor Kong over a few weekends. It just started last weekend. It is supposed to help soon to be wed couples and those thinking about getting married couples; basically all couples. On Saturday, he went through the topic of “What is a Christian Marriage?” I have to say biasness aside, that it brought about some very good points and explanations about the whole point of getting married. I have always thought that there is no need to get married unless you want to have kids or legal sex. In addition, I feel that at this current moment, nothing lasts forever.

There is no everlasting love or marriage. One point that Pastor Kong brought up- divorce rate is the same in the church and also outside of church. So it shows that church people are also human after all. They go through the pain as non-believers like me, though Bible strictly forbid divorce. I guess we are all human, whatever that do not work it do not work. We all take the easy way out and just quit. He also shared an observation that when man cheats, woman is always more forgiving and willing to try again. However, vice versa happens, a man is unlikely to forget and forgive. Instead he will go the standard route of calling it quits.

The second service is about “A couple’s role”. I went away from the service with some insights which I thought clear some doubts that I have about couple. Like what it meant by functioning as one. How we are supposed to detach or wean ourselves off our parents when we are married. And one point that I have shared with some friends is the answer to the AGE-OLD question. “if there is a sinking boat, who shall the husband save? Mother or Wife”? Answer is in the bible – 1 COR. 7-33. THE WIFE of coz. Quite funny when the pastor said that.

Basically the weekend was quite nice, V will be traveling to and fro for the coming services. We both take it as investment for our better future. So he is putting extra effort for this and I will tell myself not to sleep during service. Which I had successfully did it over the 2 weekends.

Am looking forward to more of the service, I think it will help us to move to the next stage and of coz we can grow as well.

Shucks want to write more…but am getting quite sleeeeepy …shall end now and perhaps continue to find my answers just before I drift off to zzz land….

Title-less...

In case you are wondering, how come I have not been blogging for awhile. Reason being the friggin blogging site lah. DAMM those administrators, what the hell are they doing? Zzzing… I actually spent a good blardeee hour typing a blog last night, only to lose it during posting the damm blog. Damm friggin pissed off that I went to zzz.

I mean SERIOUSLY!!! I actually bothered to pen down my specific thoughts and the damm site had to do that to me. Very irritated…. Anyway I can’t blardeee remember what the hell I wanted to say anymore. Forget it…

Basically from the last depressed self-doubt post, things are still the same. Though depressed thoughts about my work had decreased but personally still have a quarter part of my self still in depressed mode.

Actually I think I alternate between happy and depressed moments. Like when certain things are mentioned I am happy, certain things happen I will get depressed.

Ok enough depressed crap. Am clueless what I wanted to blog about. Fark. Shall go zzz then….

Depressed post!

Woah.. been awhile since my last boliao post.

Still as bo-liao as ever. Been stressing out over a major make or break presio. Been doing abit of self-evaluation of myself too. Wondering what is wrong with me. I think i have inferiority complex, i spend half of my time self-doubting my own abilities.

Even if people commend my efforts, i still don't feel it is good enough. When will it ever be enough i ask myself? I don't know man. At work, i feel abit alone. Though am back with my family, however things are not like before. I think i am a loner, like what i said before. TV is my best companion. It makes me happy.

In not so many words, future seems uncertain. Thoughts about my past been catching up with me. Somehow I seem happier indulging in the past than stressing out about my present and future.

This is a depressing post. Do not mind me.
Some funny videos off Youtube about SICK JAPS!!! haha enjoy!!

my korean dramas...

MIGRAINE/ Headache weekend!!

Woah...wat a weekend for me! seems like it was over before it even started! Haiz..think everyone is sooooo vulnerable it is soooo not funny. Least i know i was super weak over weekend. I have never in my entire life felt like dying or fainting on the streets.

Yesterday was supposed to go shopping with trish, kai, elene and hoon. Before we even got started, i had this sudden attack of a headache! so painful i cldn't look at anyone. Truly i had never really had such a bad attack. In the end, i walked to the nearby 7/11 at Lucky Plaza. I did not let the girls follow me coz i thought i should be able to manage on my own. So i staggered abit to the 7/11, grabbed the panadol (capsule kind) and mineral water. Paid and struggled to the mcdies at Lucky Plaza. I slumped onto a table and ate my panadol. As i took the damm tablet, i realised i was cold, and my hands were shaking. I cld not focus at all. I knew i had to go home. I fumbled for my mobile, and called for a cab coz i din think i cld have stood at the stand to wait for a friggin cab.

I hopped in, and told him where i wanted to go. Basically i slipped in and out of consiousness. I knew vaguely where i was, but the headache was still overcoming me. I was almost immobilised with the friggin pain. All these while i held on dear to my phone in case i need to call anyone for help.

Finally i arrived home. Stumbled into the house and walked straight to the living room and lay myself down. I was basically zonked out for awhile. Think the panadol started to kick into effect. Pain subsided but my head still feels like a ton!

Oh well...that was my painful weekend. Sat just burnt writhing in pain!!! :(

A clearer version of the song Somos Novios!!

Vulnerable and Fragile we are!

Have not been posting for awhile. What had happened since, you may or MAY NOT wonder? Well, points to my subject. Things been a tad depressing lately. I do not mean my own life being depressing, but just the news that i had been getting recently.

Had kind of made me realised how does one deal with grief and bad news? Between wanting to be healthy and actually being healthy are two different matters.

Well...just in general been dealt with news of death and diseases recently. Kind of made me sad and realised just how everyone is vulnerable in that sense. Am i ready to face death and news of death? How do i deal???

Oh well, nothing much that i want to add right now. But got a nice video which i am adding for you to listen. Title is 'Somos Novios' means Its impossible!! Nice video! enjoy...courtesy of YOUTUBE!!!

yawnz....before i end....there was supposed to be a previous post about the World Cup fever. My two cents worth since every seem to be blogging about it, so thought i join in. However this damm blogging site was down so got wiped out and i just lost the insipiration to re-write!!!

Meaning of my Name...seems so long ago...

As your eyes stole their way deep into mine,
Deep in your eyes, i glimpsed the divine.
Enticing me like twin stars that took flight,
Leaving me to drown in hapless delight.
I love you so, O deep eyes, sweet entity.
Not just today, but for all eternity.
Even after Time has halted her rapid wheels,
These lips of mine will still sing and reveal,
All the breathlessness of this poem anew,
Not just for love, but for us, for me and you.

Honeymoonless Times

Well today is my first day after a hiatus of at least 3 months. 2 months of doing nothing, plus 1 month at iHUB.

Have to say i love my time at iHUB, was great to be able to take charge of something and actually help people do things. Helped that people were nice and cheery. Took some piccies which i will add on my blog shortly and soon enough. The boss was also very nice enough to give me a commendation letter on my last day, so sweet of him to do so. I mean honestly this is the best temp i did. Becoz at the end of my term, i actually get Tangs voucher. Not bad eh!!! Though still poor, but feel like i am rich in friends i had made the past month.

1st day back in the media scene. Hmm... abit still stoning and getting used to the on-the-ball pace. It is especially harder coz i have been nuaing for sooooooooo long. Thank goodness the temp came along to prep me up for REAL work. hahaha. Female environment plus one dude. Was being subjected to some mild hostility at the beginning which i attributed to morning grouchiness!!! Things got better later in the day. Spoke to some of the girlies, hope to be able to know them better soon. I like to know people. kekeke...

Some people say it is reunion for me with my ex-boss but i do not care what they think. Things just progressed and opportunity came along. Who is to say i can't join my ex-boss. If we worked well previously, shldn't we work together again. Plus my client so nice to change agency coz of previous working relationship. I totally do not mind servicing them again, though they were quite a handful to handle.

Nevertheless, just work to me. Happy to be working and actually getting paid a decent amount. haiz honestly i looked at my parents and i worry about providing for them. My dad seems to be on a spending spree and dumping money at the blardeeeeee SR!!!! He does not seem to get it. I am getting very annoyed and pissed off. I think my sis needs to talk to him. I do not think i can get through to him. Sits around whole day and does not even helped my poor mum. I feel very helpless... :(

k enough for today. yawnz...tired tired....cldn't zzz last nite due to first day work excitment. Hope i can zzz tonite. :)

XMEN fever upon ME!

Yay...XMEN 3 is here. AND i have watched it. IT ROCKS!!! I totally love DARK PHOENIX!!! I want to be her!!! I want to get into peoples' mind and control things. wahahahaa....

It opened on Thursday, but me and the girlies went to watch it on WEDNESDAY!!! But thanks to dear SJ i think all of us missed a good 5 mins of the opening scene. So definitely trying to catch it the 2nd time hopefully with V.

That nite was an eventful night especially after the movie when we wanted to go makan. Ser had to leave us for a HEN's night? So we bade her farewell. As we were walking to Heeren, dear H had to go and wave to Ser, and then FELL to the ground with a loud thud. All of us were dumbfounded, i quickly tried to help her and tarek an on-coming car. i picked up her bag and the rest just quickly helped her up. Think H was in shocked just like all of us, from the way we were reacting machiem all of us fell together with H. hahahaa....it was a mixture of laughter and pain for H. Of coz then all of us were shocked as dear SJ again brought out alcohol wipes and band aid from her bag. Thus quite confirming her status as the mobile MAMAK. Helped H to wash to wound quickly with water, OUCH man!!

We ended up in NYDC after the whole traumatic episode. Ate the usual mudpies and then out of no where we all were playinng spelling bee. Tried to spell 2 words which got us stumped. This proves all of us are incapable of spelling without MSword. so sad rite. The 2 words are EMBARRASS & DIARRHOEA!!! All of us including kai were in doubt how to exactly spell that 2 words. One R, two Rs??? What??

oh well...very enjoyable nite. My iHub term ending soooooon....a tad sad and reluctant.. :(

yawnzzzz....shucks blogging at work...kekeke....

I AM DARK PHOENIX!! See my pic!!!

POST POST POST....

k the above title has absolutely no significance...just don't know what to put. Dohz...

mmm...been posting lesser and lesser now. Well, firstly alot of things happening. Am working, though temp but i wanna do my best while i can. The office people are actually quite young and fun-loving. But somehow, it is a tad quiet as compared to where i used to be. Then again, perhaps everyone is busy msn-ning away. I feel pai seh to even talk on my phone coz worried the entire office might just hear what i am saying. Haha...Yeah since i know how LOUD i can be when talking over the phone. =)

Been busy busy also, not with watching TV in case you are wondering. I have been catching up with some old friends. So nice to see them. Though it is becoming more apparent that age had indeed caught up with us. I can no longer deny the fine lines showing and the bulging tummy that is growing. Is there any magical elixir?? I need to stop my carbs, and i have been harping on that for like EVER!!! will i ever say goodbye to carbs!! can i curb my carbo addiction.

ok where was i? ......... k I can't seem to be able to recall what i want to post. Darn...memory failing. Another tell-tale sign of my rapid aging!! Plus i see an increase in my grey hairs!!aarrggghhhh

Oh oh...wanna share that i had a nice lunch with an ex client of mine. She was so sweet came all the way down to Raffles Place to have lunch with me, when her office is in Jurong. She was telling me how nice it was to work with me. I feel so touched that she still said that. I almost ended up working with her. But working with my 'mama' comes first. Hopefully will get a chance to work with her very soooooon. Keep fingers XXX for now.

mmm....feeling good abt myself now. Shall stop my post. till the next one.

See the pic ABOVE for hello kitty BIO. So cute rite. got the card for Ian's bday (He is a closet Hello Kitty fan)!!!

Back to the Media rat race!!

Wow...very happy. Got news that i will be joining the media rat race again come June 1st. After an almost 2 months plus hiatus.

Though i am temping, it is still not the same as in a permanent job. Anyways...just happy that come June 1st i will be back to my happy family. Though am abit uncertain on how things will turn out but i shall be positive.
Happy Thoughts.

K...more videos. I have 2 on today. One is from Sad Love Story- Super sad where my fav dude DIES.

Another one is FULL HOUSE video. My previous fav dude RAIN and that girl. Enjoy the music!

So fun..adding some fun to my blog!

Am back from my week long absence. WOW...difference between working and not working. Days just passed by soooooo quickly. At least i felt useful to be back working though it was a short temp stint.

After things got sorted out between me and V, seems much better now. Least we both know where we are heading. Things are great, though he is not coming down for the long vesak day weekend. He is coming back next week, so we can both hang out again. Though he had been asking me when ' I AM GOING HOME' as in KL home. Well answer is when i see a ring, BABY!!! hahaa

Anyway now i will try to add my fav korean videos whenever possible, so as to share. I understand not many share the passion i have for all sorts of sappy romantic dramas, but still i would like to share. What wonderful stuff you are missing out. Dramas are the best way to pass time especially for LDR couples like myself. I can just get by one weekend by watching TV and reading episode guides. Call me loser but hey it keeps me HAPPY.

But i am sure many will think and say otherwise, especially V. He probably think i am getting too koreanised, when i start talking to him in korean and he give me a blank look. He entertains me sometimes by saying something utterly jibberish!! Corny....

Oh well enjoy the videos....more to come.

Before i forget, the previous post was testing by me. It is my favourite korean song from stairway to heaven. Star my favourite korean hottie KSW

ALL VIDEOS ARE PROUDLY SPONSORED BY YOUTUBE.

My favourite dose of online korean dramas!!!

My fav korean song of the moment- Stairway to Heaven

Testing putting video on my blog!!

Embarrassed, BUT swimming in bliss

Woah had not been blogging for the past few days. Coz i had been bz bz.

Firstly on Friday went for this temp job interview at I- Hub. Then the most embarrassing thing happened. Never knew such thing can happened to me but it did. After interview, i realised i kena red flag so was feeling cranky. I needed to go toilet quickly, and so went to the nearest MRT toilet. Lo and behold, i just opened the door and saw URINALs. Then i did a double take and saw a person with long hair washing his hands. I realised i had went into the wrong TOILET!!! Gosh...i quickly jumped out with a guy behind me giving me 'THE WTF LOOK'.

That was the embarrassing part.

Blissful part was V being in town with me for the long labour day holidays. Absolutely sweetness!!! We did everything and anything. Ate together, nua together, sleep together, watch movie together. SO HAPPY. We spend the entire Saturday together, Sunday was with his friends and Monday was just simple chilling out drinking our kopi and teh!

Oh well....sad sad...he is on his way back to KL now. So booohooo hoooo..... he probably not gonna come back till next month (unless he wanna surprise me). hahaha

Thats all for this post. Am at work ..temping...lalalalaa

Why is my blogs inconsistent in settings?

I have come to realise the usual font that i used is kind of small. Reason is typing and actual post differs alot. Like i usually like to type in font size 10 which is fine for me, however when i do post it. The actual font seems like a font size 8 which i think is way too small for my 'regular' readers. I am a considerate blogger.

Why is my font size a 10 or 12 you ask me? Errmm....answer to that is a big question mark. I don't know. Coz when i blog it was alright, post it and it just comes out different. So well am also lazeee to change it so there you go.

Point is...its the lazy administrators who managed the blogging servers at fault. Never my fault!

Thats all to the post!

=)

so NOT a political post!

YAY! V managed to get coach ticket to Singapore this long weekend. In view of the long Labour day weekend, so the tickets for the major coaches are all gone. Thank goodness, he went to the Pudu terminal to inquire the less comfortable coaches. Viola, GOT TICKETS!!

Very happy he is coming over. Especially since our big fight last week, can't wait to see him. Been missing his ah chek's presence around me!! heee....

Back to my blog title today. Oh GE is coming and guess what, my VIRGIN VOTE!! So excited. Imagine feeling really important for that briefest moment as i make my choice on that little card. Almost like the whole of Singapore's fate lies in my vote. What if my card was the deciding vote?? *SMACK* wakey wakey....HONESTLY we all know how true that is. HEY, NOW at least i know SEMBAWANG is important enough to be contested. Honestly at the rate we have been trudging along all these years, i almost thought that perhaps government had forgetten about Sembawang area. Well ain't the most political person here anyway to make any comments since i hardly keep track. Except listening to my mum occasional gripes with the 38 aunties behind my block known as the grapevine.

Another significant thing on GE day will be my bro leaving for Hong Kong day. Been preparing his stuff for the past month. Abit sad he will be gone, though he was irritating and obnoxious. Of coz, with him gone i have to take over the responsibilities. Am pretty sure my folks are sad too, especially my dad. No more soccer or formula talk, somemore World Cup coming. Hope i can get a job soon, then will subscribe the extra channels for him.

Keeping my hopes still. Praying and bai bai....whatever works out there. HELP ME!

Addicted to Brown!

Darn blogging site is farking retarded. Still seeing the repeated blog and my pointless blog was not even published. DAMMIT blog administrators, DO YOUR WORK!!! STOP SKIVING!

Points to my nick. Recently been listening to online podcast from this link http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/podcast/index.html

There is this particular series called 'Zhng my car'. You can click on the above link, scroll down to about 3/4 page you will hear the first part. Pls do go on to the site when you can. It is so addictive. I have been listening to the series and rolling around laughing coz it is just so funny. Makes fun of singlish and of coz the occasional hokkien. Aside from that, this site is also linked to other very popular blogs which you can also go read if you have the time. Heaps of stuff at mr brown site. Go check it out.

Still no news about the temp job. Feeling lost. =(

Fun pic of me with V yawning away!see the HIPPO MOUTH!

Retarded blog!

K...this darn blogger site. I had obviously deleted the repeated blog. However it is not showing on my blog site. Very irritated. What the hell is wrong? Arrrgghhh....

This post serves no purpose except to clarify to whoever out there reading that this is a retarded website!!

Sunshine & rainbow after rainy storm!

Kiss and Make up? Not applicable in my case right now since V ain't around. But who can deny that kiss and making up after a fight is the sweetest. hahaa....

Had just got a good talk with V about the whole heart paining issues that had been bugging me. Which caused me to slam the phone and not talk to him. Well, can so tell who is the stark raving lunatic here. Yeah I can be one unreasonable bitch when it comes to quarreling. But hey this time round it was pretty bad, and i did not think i was the one to be apologetic. Although i still apologised for slamming phone down 2 times and ignoring his calls. You can't blame me coz i was out and emotionally unstable to take his call (lest i scared the hell out of my friends). Still he apologised for the miscommunications and the hurtful things he said. Just wanted him to see my point, and where i was coming from rather than he thinking i was just PMSING. Which he always assume whenever i go into my moods. Though i had a sneaky feeling he is prob right 90%. hahaha.....

Wish he was around so we could literally do the kiss and make up thing like what we had usually do. Am happy we talked it over and things are now back on track. Had to thank iris who helped me to put things to perspective and also point out my mistakes. Guess being the prideful person that i am, i needed someone to put me in place. Think V gave up already after getting so much grieve from me about my dreaded pride.

I know i watched way too much korean dramas for my own good, but hey you do pick up some learnings from it. Don't know how to put into words, but i will remember it and remember to apply to my relationship with V. Will treat this as part of our tests to being away from each other. Been just coming to 4 mths, still left about 20mths to go. Will persevere and endure it. V also realised how unhappy i was, so he is also making constructive changes so we can spend quality time together whenever he comes back.

I made a small little picture of the both of us through my phone. Very cheesy and corny, but hey think its pretty cute. Well can't post it coz i can't sync my hp with my old gateway laptop. too bad.

Enjoying the sunshine and rainbow for now..... =)

My current korean squeeze!

Here you go. What i have been busy and mentioning in my previous blogs. KSW. What a darling he is. Never arguing, never saying anything hurtful. Always smiling to me. Just the way i like it.

Calm and Collected is NOT my traits!

Hey no post last night. Well I wanted to, but my damm wireless got abit screwed. Wow...weekend. What a weekend it was supposed to be, and now its gone. Woah, yesterday was such a tiring day. Thank goodness a distraction to take me away from my own thoughts.

My stomach is paining again, not sure why. But had po chai pills already so now seem a tad better. Think i just need to go to the loo. But no feeeeling. K...again too much details.

I am a worriesome person. I think too much. And i can write no more at least not today....

=(

Heart is paining...

Been feeling really down and lousy these days. Think my stomach also know i am upset. Keep having the runs. K, too much details there. Haha....

Just had a long chat with a gf of mine. Am so thankful for her, coz not able to talk to anyone proper for the past week is kind of driving me crazy. I hate these influx of rollercoaster feelings that I am feeling in me. People called it mood swings but i termed it ADDY's poison. I am glad i was able to offer my ear and vice versa. We talked for hours and hours. I think i could never stop, coz all the things just came to my head. I din know who else can i talk to who could understand my hurt and frustrations. She was able to point out certain things with clarity to me, and deep down i know what i must do. Put things in perspective.

Why are relationships so full of misery and hurt? Why can't a relationship be about fun and laughter? Do one have no pride when facing love? Is it coz the other half is your closest partner that you should not have any pride when face to face? Lover or Friends, can they co-exist? Introvert and Extrovert, passive vs active? Who holds the key to my heart, myself? Believe in God or Buddha? So many questions YET so many variation of answers.

Just realised how much am i worth, obviously not much. The stinging pain in my heart is like the pain of water on an open wound, and it doesn't seem to stop. What is going to happen? Million dollar question. Do i face it with courage or do i run like a coward?

What shall i do? Questions, questions and questions???

Initial coupling memories..such fond memories...

Woah, April is seeing loads of blogging action on my own site. One can obviously tell i have WAY too much time on my own. Nevertheless, been having strange dreams recently. Am feeling very unsettled about things, and stuff. Not sure what it is. Maybe its the lack of job or lack of V being around me. There is a sense of paranoia threatening to take over me. K, maybe that was over-doing it. Still....

Back to my title for this particular post. I have been thinking about how V and myself had progressed through the years. From back in 2000 where we were house-mates in Perth (WA) till year 2006 where we had been a couple for almost 6 years. Suddenly memories of our university days came to me (probably too much OC). Do not want to loose the memories of Perth if i can. No matter big or small. I remembered how days where we all hang out from my own group of friends and V's group of friends. In addition, how in between working at a supermarket V still came and pick me up in school. Well not to mention it was the freeeeezing winter. The endless mugging for V's final thesis, and my own final assignment. The rush at seeing each other at the corrider especially when V was a part-time tutor too. WOW....what fond memories was that man! hahaha....

Of coz there were the petty quarrels coz that was the trying times where i had to adjust to him being a devoted christian and started to force myself to church. Wait a minute, get back to talking about memories. Sorrie for the lack of focus....

I remembered V working really hard as a pizza delivery boy for DOMINOS. And how for dinner he would bring back HOT pizza which i could totally gorge down quickly. So got to a point, V was quite sick about pizzas. But i was still going strong. Then of coz, that job did not last too long as V was not earning much. Stroke of luck came, V found a job at a nearby supermarket (sort of like Econ-minimart). It was just 4mins walk from my house, 2 mins if i run. Will always go to the supermarket when i know V was working there. Not that i will get discount or anything, but just fun to be walking around. Knowing that V is just down the aisle packing stuff or up at the counter checking stuff out for customers. Hard work it was, but it paid for V's most expenses while he was studying for his honours. Most of the time, given a choice we both would rather go to Coles or Woolworths at Carousel. Reason being the food and stuff were more fresh and better quality compared to the small little neighbourhood supermarket.

I remembered towards the last 6 months of our stay, things got alot hectic as I was rushing for my final lap and V was rushing for his thesis. Things were pretty intense with both of us being very short-tempered and lazy. We cooked less, ate out almost everyday, laundry once a week. We hardly even bothered with cleaning our own rooms (thats more ME actually). hahahaa. But it was good fun, we still managed to squeeze time to go for cheap movies that we redeemed from our receipt stubs.

Last quarter of our stay, we were almost camping out in school's computer lab. Both of us drove in the winter cold to school at midnight to do our assignments. Braving cold and also illegal parking. Going for late night cuppa with friends to escape the stress and cold.

Thinking back sure makes me very happy now. I missed those days, wished i had got a camera phone then. So i could preserve those wonderful moments.

thats it for this post..... =)

Just realised the damm blogger site absolutely refuse to me post my fav star of the moment online. Hence WTH, too bad. Can't share it with ya.

Absolutely mindless post here. Feeling a tad down today. Bleargh....

Realised the pictures for my latest fantasies did not come out as i wanted. Damm stoopid blogger site. Shall attempt to try again.

KSW

I AM TURNING INTO A KOREAN GROUPIE!

This is going to be a very strange post. Not sure why am i posting this. DOhz....

Points to my title of this blog!! I am so turning into a GROUPIE it is not funny. 3 tell-tale signs to know when one is obsessed.

1) Obsessively searching for particular online sites that had information about the particular drama and also about the stars. Looking at fanlisting, reading non-readable korean words that makes absolutely no sense to one.
2) Start trying to learn the language and practicing to no one since obvoiously everyone else are sane and normal.
3) Putting pictures everywhere from msn to handphone. Thinking how one can blow up the picture into poster size so that one can hang in the room.

GOSH....if the above do not sound groupie and psycho to you, what else does.

I am happy thinking about watching TV programs, especially korean dramas. I mean i am not that into korean sappy dramas. Honestly, i do watch ang moh dramas too. Like THE OC (Season 1), Charmed, GREY's ANATOMY, CSI. See i can be normal too, wait a minute i KNOW what happened in all the eps already, coz i had read the online episode guide!!! geeez...think i am sounding more and more psycho by the minute.

I need help. NO I NEED A JOB!!! I am becoming a walking tv guide (which is supposed to be a good thing if i am in the media line). Funny or not? haiz...

Proofs of me turning into a junkie.

Pictures of KSW- The dude of The Faceshop

Yippeeee.....TV MAKES ME HAPPY!!!

What is consider to be honesty in a relationship? Do you ever been at a dilemma at whether to tell the truth or say a simple white lie in order to escape possible confrontation?

Why do i face the dilemma ever so often? Just kena from V for hanging out with my friends. Am so pissed off right now.

I told him to rest at home instead of going back to batu pahat. He wanted to drive back when he just came back from Germany. Furthermore he is still having a cough and running nose. So we both made a pact that he will not drive back to BP and i will not go and play MJ today. So fair enough this afternoon he told me he is not going back (which took a load of my mind, coz i did not feel good about him driving while sick). haiz....so ok lor.

So on my end, i decided to go out with my friends. I mean try cooping yourself at home for the whole friggin week, i sure welcome any form of social interaction other than my parents. Who knows when i came home, and i told V what i did. Guess what, we argue over it. He was blardeeee angry with me. refuse to call me!! throw a prissy fit mah!!!

What friggin logic is that. He said the pact was that he din drive back and i had to stay home. I did not understand as that. I did specifically told him in the afternoon that i will be going out with friends but ain't playing MJ lor. He did not raise anything to me then. I remember we said bye happily lor. WHAT THE HELL HAPPPENED??

Do i friggin deserve flake when all i want is some social interaction!!!

K ....very angry now....need TV therapy now!!!aarrrgghhh

Tricia's Birthday!

Weekend almost over. Been back in Singapore for a week already. V was back so managed to spend the weekend with him.

It was Tricia's birthday. The gang went out for our usual dinner, and we went to this restaurant in dodgy backlane of old Tiong Bahru market called POH KEE something. Usual click minus Jan of coz, but hey there was a representative this time. Gary came, although he was kena suan by Yiling for not rsvping earlier to our friendly coordinator. The girlies turned up full force, plus a drunk Alex, Gary and V all turned up for the dinner.

The venue was exactly like a typical chee-na restaurant where the tables were all placed very closed to one another, everyone was talking on the top of their voices. Apparently its quite a well-known zhi-cha place. We all agreed on the course dinner. Menu for the night- Sweet and Sour pork (a whole small mountain of it), roast chicken, claypot toufu, steam soon hock fish (coincidentally gary's bro name), kailan, fan shu yeh, ORR NI and cereal prawns.

After dinner, the rest of the girlies went to winebar for drinks and cake. Was not toooo keen on partying since V was in town. So said my goodbyes and went off with V. We headed to PS for a late movie, with all the late
timings we could only catch 'THE PRODUCERS'. I kind of like the show as it was delivered in a musical format. V did not fancy, he felt it was tooooo dragy and pointless. Thats a typical V response. Watever!! hahaha....

On another note, realised that Jan's bday (NOT TOO LONG AGO) we also went to a similar chinese restaurant too at raffles place. I reckoned that we have all progressed to the next level of birthday celebrations. Gone were the Swensens, Marche kind of dinners, replaced with CHIA DOU where everyone gather round at a nice chee-na restaurant.

k ...done with this post...

Lady of Leisure back in Singapore and reality....

Woah....can't believe after 5 weeks of tai-tai life in KL. Am finally heading back home in Singapore. Somewhat mix feelings i have, about going home. Being with V seems more home to me. *Gasp*

Oh well, very happy as Jan was back last weekend. Had a jam-packed Sunday starting with Jan and Ian lunchie, then with Jan and girlies dinner. Considering how long i had not seen Jan, sure glad was able to spend a day with her.

Was back on Friday afternoon, but i was too tired to go anywhere. I just wanted to stay at home in my room. Missing V and KL house. Saturdays are our together day, sometimes doing laundry and sometimes we go pa-tor! hahaha...

I abit concerned about the elusive job offer that my ex-boss had promised me. I do not really know how i should actually approach this. Do not want to sound desperate or needy, but I have been thinking. If my reason for wanting to work with her is just pure childish or actually a rational decison. Sigh. Sick of needing a job that i want and not getting it.

Shall cross my fingers and pray real hard something comes up real soooooon. Not toooo sure how long more i can tahan. Not me, my bank account!!

My 2nd time out of Singapore Birthday!

(Look at all the clouds or FOG behind me!wheeeee....)

(High up to Genting)

(Jogoya at Starhill, Look at the deserts)

(Jogoya at Starhill 2, Look at all the fooood)

Am on a roll obviously with consecutive posts on my blog! (whom god knows who reads coz i hardly post anything on it)

Well, birthdays as I had mentioned on my msn nick should be a celebrations of people getting younger! However FACT is, as hairline wrinkles start forming around our eyes and our baggy eyebags start getting bigger than our own eyes, it ain't a celebration at all. But a start for all things maturing and getting wonky.

I just celebrated my birthday on the 23rd March, and i realised its the 2nd time i am having my birthday away from home!!! My first time was my 22nd birthday in Perth and now in KL. I shall not deem to reveal my age as it ain't the point now. Abit strange to have a quiet birthday this year with just my deardear ah chek V, and without the usual fanfare. Guess age caught up with me, i actually like it. Just me and him, celebrating that one day. I deem it as Addy's DAY, where I am queen in V's eyes (daily basis, i am his princess, kekekee).

This year birthday started early on the 22nd March evening, where V brought me to an expensive Jap ala-carte buffet dinner (Place called Jogoya). Nice swanky place for a per pax cost of RM78+++. All sorts of Jap stuff (raw food, seafood and sushi), Chinese food and Indian food. Meal itself was alright i though, i like the ambience. But it was the deserts that did it for me. Never saw such an array of deserts spread out in front of me. Endless servings of various cookies, cakes, ice cream, mousse cakes, tirumisu!!! woah...was so tempted to ask for TABAO! TRULY!!! yummmmy..so yumy forgot to take piccies for you all. My apologies. Got some piccies that i download from the net for your viewing on just what the restaurant offers!!!

Then next morning, got up. Surprise for the day was to go GENTING! Have not been there for ages, so quite refreshing to go. I have attached a few piccies taken by my trusted Nokia 7610. Never been so proud of it. Took such lovely and clear piccies.

We went to the outdoor themepark and did all the lovey dovey rides. Before you go off thinking i am a sucker from all those romantic flicks i watched, its not my fault. V can't take thrilling rides, which means i have to say goodbye to all thrill rides in future. Sob sob.... Basically the rides we took were 1) antique car (some rickety old monorail car), 2) paddle boat, 3) Ferris wheel, 4) Roundabout Horse (think the famous korean flick, Stairway to Heaven shot), 5) flying elephants (kids ride), 6) Pirates ride (total yawn, but V was startled!! hah), 7) Some half hanging flying seats that go round and round! (that was prob the MOST thrilling ride i managed to get V on!!!). So for RM35 per pax, we had 7 rides. Guess not bad lah, plus the weather was so shiok. Very cloudy and misty, almost seem like we were walking in the midst of clouds. Aww....><>

Thank goodness there was a huge downpour after all our rides. So we both adjourned to the casino. At the casino, GUESS what!!!! The police actually wanted to check my IC! geeeez....for the briefest moment, I was so happy i could have been jumping for joy. But of coz, composure composure. I showed my IC and back to reality i was send back.

All and all, was a nice and quiet birthday this year. Just when i thought i will be forgotten by my friends since me not in Singapore. Birthday smses were sent to me.

I want to sincerely thank each and everyone how thankful I am that you all bothered and remembered March 23. Muakz and hugzzz to all of u!

Some piccies on what i did on my bday!!

Addy's musings for 1st qtr of 2006...thats fast!

(Pic taken at the start of my holiday to KL in ah chek, V's WAJA)

(Me posing in front of my HP, fighting the zzz bug while V is driving)

Time flies.... WAIT my first post in ages, and for 2006.

Well, my time as lady of Leisure will soon be over. Had been spending almost 5 weeks in KL with my dear old ah chek, V. What a long holiday it had been, almost over. I will be back in good old Singapore on the 1st of April and it ain't a joke (in case some are wondering).

One could really get used to such decadent lifestyle. Sleep late, wake up at 1pm, lounge infront of TV whole day with Internet running in the background. Come 6.30pm, ah chek will be home to take me out to dinner, then we go walk walk at some shopping malls or pasar malam for pirated vcds! I like it! =)

Been almost 2mths since I quit that PLACE i used to frequent like second home. Missed the adrenalin of working and of coz socialising with people! Guess its a trade off between being with my ah chek or out there in the workplace slaving my ass off!

Life in KL, most friends asked me what do it do? If it is boring, being M'sia and all. Well I guess it differs from person to person and who you are with. I take this chance as time for me to relax my mind and also catch up on TV (since you all prob know how much i LOVE TV, especially mindless HK and Korean dramas).

Plus occasional shopping at the malls are therapeutic too. Who can resist retail therapy- the best therapy of all!!! Imagine going to all the HUGE shopping malls, flipping the price tag and knowing hey dividing it by 2 its so darn cheap. Almost too good to be true. Not to mention the cheap pasar malams. Strange as i understand that each little housing town, have their own network of pasar malam vendors that will pedal each day of the week at different parts of the town. Example: Monday at Woodlands St 82, Tuesday at Marsiling Drive, Wednesday at Admiratly MRT, etc. The vendors are obviously very mobile, and the offerings at such pasar malams are so much more than in Singapore. Food firstly is the MAIN and KEY draw for me. So much food to eat, cheap clothes at just 10 or 15 ringgit MAX, of coz the pirates are all here too with their sophisticated walkie talkies buzzing away in the background.

Movies are cheap too (7ringgit on Weds) except you have to get used to seeing Malay subtitles and the occasional silence during vulgurity and hardcore sex. However who needs movies when you can probably go to the pirate and get a pirated version of the same movie (but NO QC of coz!!!).

Food here need no introduction, think everyone knows that the selection here are endless. From the famous Ramly burger to my favourite food- Hor Fun. Almost everywhere especially the roadside stalls, the food are fantabulous. But one thing interesting is how fond people here love MSG!! I had a fish ball noodles soup the other day and realised that i was drinking MSG soup rather than fish ball soup. Geeez...detrimental to my health if i am staying here long term.

Think i have basically describe my life in KL for the past 5 weeks.

I have to go back to reality waiting for me in Singapore. My bro is being posted to HongKong to work, and I guess taking care of the family kind of rest on my shoulders. I dread to think of what I need to do....but hey thats just life before one HITS 30 in 3 friggin years time. Responsibilities and more responsibilities!!!

MY LOVELY PICCIES PICCIES

After Jan taught me how to put piccies on my blog. I decided to dedicate this blog to putting pictures of all MY closest friends...from my darling to my secondary school good fren to my inner circle friends to my ex-ibm kakis to my current extended family in office!! Shucks for some strange reason it did not come out the order that i want.

No biggie. Will just label as i move along. heeee

1st pic- JANICE leaving for HK....we all went to airport and did a grand send off!!! but still no TEARS! Thats the whole gang PLUS AUNTY (Jan's MUM)

2nd pic- Taken at siew hoon's birthday potluck dinner without Jan as she was off to HK liao. This is the inner circle group of FAB friends that i am proud to have. And also labeled as Addy- Jan's secondary school friend!

3rd pic- My darling old ah chek - Vincent plus ME all the way at HK airport!

4th pic- Extended family from office. You have pipe piper PAT, Nosie, Cheeks, Huge, Big Head, and chou chou!! (no money for correct guess)

5th pic- My HAI girlies from my IBM days. Ain't they lookng as radiant as me!! wooohoooooo....it was taken at dottie farewell dinner...

Ok think i have more or less explained what i needed to explain. Very good. Have fun! I think next post will have more cu ci tunnel and my HCMC picces again!!!!!

In the meantim, cia at all!!!Love u muakz muakzz

Ho Chi Minh City

3 blogs in 1 night. Wah need to go buy 4D liao. I am on a roll man. Woohoooo.....

My company (before my recent resignation) had planned a company trip way in July. And the venue is Ho Chi Minh city, yes that place known for BIRD FLU! But what is a company trip without budget air. We actually took tiger airways. My maiden trip by budget airline.

I can safely say that i will not go back there ever again. The roads are so messy and i honestly think motorcyclists gets right of way instead of pedestrians. Have never seen a more scary junction where motorcyclists are everywhere and the roads are just infested with tons and tons of motorcyclists.

ok am going to attach some pics for your viewing. They are mainly my current team excluding my 'mama'. She can't go coz evil witch do not want her to go. Honestly i think its rubbish coz air ticket had all been paid and booked. Even if sharing of 2006 plans, 'mama' can just go walk walk and shop shop.

ok enough through writing.Should just show u all.... ta da....

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ADDY? Part 3- liao liao!!

This will be a very short short post. Coz i just realised hey i talked about it in Part 2. Hence no need for part 3!! phew...no more writing..

3) I have quit and notice period is 3months. Last day will be on the 10 Feb, Friday 2006. How sad is that. Will be under VK rule for at least 2 months. Damm sad jus thinking about it.

ok CONCLUDING END TO MY 3 PARTER! YAWNZ....bear with me...me ain't a writer you know.

Next blog will start afresh with my recent ho chi minh city trip...since i know how to add pictures. So shall share some nice pictures taken from vietnam!!!

and well...shall see watever elsee that pops into my head! =)

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ADDY? Part 2

Based on last post. The exciting continuation of my 3 parter blog series. Sorrie this seems to be taking super slow to develop. Reason being i just keep delaying what to write, obviously not a writer...

2) My EVIL BITCHY ex-boss VK coming over to my current agency come 5th December 05.

VK the kind of boss everyone dreads. Do absolutely nothing and only know how to tai-chi when shit happens. In addition puts you down right in front of people and make one feels really dumb. One can imagine the kind of nonsense i had to put up with while working with her. Can u imagine having to literally work off SMS msg, and then getting blame for wrong work which could have been averted if she was around to look through my work (since i was a newbie).

Thought my worries were gone with the wind when i came to my current agency. That is till my 'mama' moved to greener pastures and evil J went to hire VK of all people. VK was really the last person i would ever ever thought to be applying for the post as i thought she was happy where she was. Or at least till she pulled off another one of her prissy fits of quitting.

Witch had to be mad to believe 'Huggies' that VK is good. She is good at putting people down and making people feel dumb and useless. Apparently, VK reputation is so bad that people only have bad things to say about her. Witch had to give me prep talk about VK. She was telling me how she did not realise that I escape from previous agency due to VK. And she was not aware of the tense moments between both of us. I told witch its been a year and we have all moved on. I am no longer the newbie that i was a year ago, and I am sure Vk had forgotten about me. So its just a change that i have to adapt to. No biggie, furthermore we are all adults.

Dear witch had to be dumb enough to tell VK about what i said and VK shoot an email to me with clear hidden meaning that she is coming for my blood. Since i say bad things about her before she is even in to her future boss. I find the whole episode rather amusing and childish. I mean why can't witch think of ways to make it less awkward rather than messing the entire situation further. HAD SHE NO BRAINS!!! harrows...anyone there!??!?!!

Anyway...given the situation i realised i had to fire myself rather than waiting for her to come and fire me. Am really dreading Dec 5th right now. If she dares to even put me down, i swear i will bite her head off. Don't she dare climb on my head and shit! Hrmph.... hahaha

Oh well thats part 2. hope it ain't too boring. I just needed to gripe about stuff happening around me. And of coz how suay i am!!!

Till my concluding and final of the 3 part series of blogs....watch this space! geeeez...wonder when will i write again....

Thanks jan ...i know how to add pictures to my blog!!! =)

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ADDY? Part 1

Much had happened since last blog.Shall write down in point form and then elaborate upon each point.

1) Poly gf- Agnes, First in the group to get married and i was the bridesmaid. Wedding was at St Andrew Cathedral.
2) My EVIL BITCHY ex-boss VK coming over to my current agency come 5th December 05.
3) I had quit my current job and my notice period is 3 months.

Point 1 elaboration
Agnes. The most serious and conservative gal amongst the group of 3 ladies from TP. I am so proud and happy for her to finally find her hubby. I give her all my blessings and wish her the bestest of the best.

The wedding ceremony was at St Andrew's Cathedral which was so grand and nice. Agnes was nice enough to actually want me to be her bridesmaid despite knowing my history. I am so honoured she asked me.

I was up bright and early and reach her place around 7.45am. Went through the last minute agenda check for the day's events. After which, at 9am bridegroom came with entourage. Sadly the bridegroom's entourage was lacking in numbers not to say the least GOOD LOOKING DUDES. So was kind of a boring teasing them. Gave up after they finish the USUAL tasks.

Tea ceremony came next. I swear this part should just limit to just immediate parents and grandparents. Aunties, uncles and elder nephews can just forget about it. It was a total waste of time, but thinking about it. The only draw for such mindless time wasting task are THE FAT HONGBAOs. mmmm....thinking back. Agnes must have collected heaps of angbaos. I know coz i was helping them to keep it and i was filling up a little bag with all ang baos. WOW.

Highlight of the day was the church wedding of coz. Who can missed that? I thought it was a very nice and fast service. It was quite touching too i must say. I mean witnessing my girlfriend getting married and got the share that special moment right in front with her. Was thankful and touched.

I must say the photographer she hired was a tad useless. Even though he likes artistic shots, i mean come on WHO LIKES CANDID SHOTS. I think when agnes sees her wedding shots, she is going to get all CANDID pics, with all of us looking like WTF. Honestly, can u imagine we had to take our own pictures with our own cameras coz he refuse to take for us. blardeeee hell i must say. I am going to look totally stoopid when the pictures are developed.

Think thats all i have to update for the wedding. Think there was more, but kind of boring. Hence i shall not elaborate. Yawnz.....will update the rest of the points sooon....

till the next blog.....hopefully sooooon.....ciaoz....

(still trying to figure out how to add blardee pics on this blog)

TORN BETWEEN 2 LOYALTIES!!!

Loyalties??!!! how does one differentiate one from another? Putting on a front? I think everyone puts on a front to everyone else. L recently joined me at work and we are together in the same team but differnet majors! Has previously know L to be a hardworking person who is good at what she does. She is younger than me, but nevertheless we hit it off pretty well i must say. We talked about everything and anything. And shared similar interests (or so i thought). I never really saw her work, but aside from her punctuality issues, she is a pretty good employee.

L had been complaining about her previous employment, so i thought since I am doing alright where i am, why not get her in also. Place is alot more smaller and its easier to shine brightly should one perform well. So without dwelling too much, i told her about the various pros and cons about the new versus the old place. Certain bits (in terms of the team group dynamics and characters) i did not say coz i felt its not up to me to say, rather it should be up to her to suss out the situation. I mean it was the same for me when i first joined.

Well i never knew there would be any problems working with L as she is experienced and knows exactly what to do? Translate that would means minimal supervision is required from her major? Well i thought wrong. It had been a month since L joined, sad to say her so-principles and value system is starting to get on everyone's nerves. Within our team, we function almost like a family.

TORN I AM!!! Being sandwiched between my 'family' and my 'friend'. Each day i am feeeling more and more depressed i see my friend be more depressed makes me feel depressed. Furthermore not to mention my head of the family is leaving the 'family circle'. It makes it harder and harder to go work everyday to face the pressure of work and also the politics behind as well. I AM HIGHLY STRUNG at work and yet no one seems to pay any attention to me. I am so sick and tired!!!

Bummer really at work and feeling so sick of everything!!! aarrgghh...