Woah.. been awhile since my last boliao post.
Still as bo-liao as ever. Been stressing out over a major make or break presio. Been doing abit of self-evaluation of myself too. Wondering what is wrong with me. I think i have inferiority complex, i spend half of my time self-doubting my own abilities.
Even if people commend my efforts, i still don't feel it is good enough. When will it ever be enough i ask myself? I don't know man. At work, i feel abit alone. Though am back with my family, however things are not like before. I think i am a loner, like what i said before. TV is my best companion. It makes me happy.
In not so many words, future seems uncertain. Thoughts about my past been catching up with me. Somehow I seem happier indulging in the past than stressing out about my present and future.
This is a depressing post. Do not mind me.
Some funny videos off Youtube about SICK JAPS!!! haha enjoy!!