Monday, May 13, 2013

Fertility issues

After years of denial, yes I have fertility issues. I have mild endometriosis, and my canal is challenging. To be honest, years of growing up I never thought I would be plague by this issue. I had normal regular period, occasional cramps but not dying kind. 

I think it's a woman' natural progression that you need to use your womb, and if left untouch weird things happened. It's like a punishment for not using your womb for what is for. So there yesterday I went for my first IUI and that's where my gynae told me that its the most challenging IUI he had ever done. :(

This whole experience just sucks. I hate the eating...the monitoring..the injections ....the constant reminders when I am on the streets that I can't perform the most basic task of child birth.

All in all, I still put my faith in God. I believed he has a plan for me in 2013. With the new house on the way, I am sure he will bless me with the miracle file of God. All in good time ...I just have to be still and wait. 

Amen. 

That's all for now.